Peaches blinked away the sleep, but didn't act disobediently as she was sat
in front of the vanity mirror today.
Even though she would never have chosen this, she couldn't deny that a part
of her - deep down - felt a little bit like a spoiled and special princess. Of
course, other parts of her rebelled.
She looked over her short pink toddler dress in the reflection, and
blushed.
It made it rather clear what kind of adult Little she was, and what her
home-life was like. Very few people would even talk to her like an adult again,
particularly not the larger folk. And she was rather trapped in their society's
world now. It was getting hard to believe that she had even ever been an adult.
The giantess behind picked up the enormous hairbrush, and began firmly
combing out her night tangles. Peaches winced and blushed, but sat fairly still.
She'd had months to get used to this, and she knew full well that the hairbrush
would be used on her bottom if she was 'a naughty girl.' She kept her squirming
to a minimum, and was 'good.'
Good girls didn't get spanked after all. At least, not as much.
She even felt a bit guilty about the times she had been or thought naughty,
even though that logically she knew that she shouldn't. But it was hard not to,
being a fraction of the size of the Amazon giants, in their society where they
saw adult Littles as needing to be taken care of, like children. She'd been
bathed, she'd been spanked, and she'd been put to stand with her nose in the
corner, then apologize for her behaviour.
The adult in her had been trained out. It was getting hard to believe that
there was anything but this life for her.
And she was getting pretty good at being a toddler. She had five stars from
daycare this week. Her littles-ballet group was performing monthly on the stage
in the park, to a crowd of hundreds every second Sunday. She even had two
regular playgroup friends - the other little 'girl' next door, and another girl
from daycare whose 'Mommy' somehow knew her Mommy. There was even a boy who
Mommy might let her start playing with, though she was much more careful and
supervising of that - and Peaches' life was all supervised now days.
Of course, that might have included supervised bathroom trips, if she was
allowed to use one.
Her reflection clearly showed the thick diaper beneath her very short
dress. The final insult about what Amazons thought of littles. Quite a few
betweeners presumed that she must need them if she was wearing them too, and
had partaken in overly embarrassing discussion and changing of her diapers.
She squirmed about on the thick thirsty padding of her diaper, just glad
that it was dry, and clean. There was no way to even describe being made to use
a diaper for the uncleanest of purposes as an adult. But the amazons were
simply sure that littles needed it, and it often became a self-fulfilling prediction
when a little was given no other choice. After that, it became a regular part
of life for littles, with many humiliating checks and comments. It was
impossible to feel like a grownup with all that.
But littles "just weren't really grownups", as giants and
giantesses like her Mommy would say.
Peaches went obediently still as her Mommy finished up her hair, attaching
a bow, and then pulling up the pink dress off over her head. Unfortunately the
woman only replaced it with a pink t-shirt, and Peaches winced. She hated it
when people could actually properly fully see her diaper - and she had a
playdate today! Sure, everybody saw hefty glimpses of it beneath her short
dresses, or even the full outline when she was doing ballet - but she at least
usually had a leotard or something over it, and could pretend that she had some
dignity.
Now Mommy wanted to broadcast to the world that Peaches was just a baby.
Perhaps her playmate had been acting up, and needed the reminder. Well, Peaches
would do as her Mommy expected, she would be the best possible baby today as
she suckled on her bottle of expressed breastmilk. She didn't want to get in
trouble herself, and also wanted to remind her friend of what they were. The
girl would only get herself in trouble otherwise, with likely spankings,
enemas, and maybe even another trip to one of those strange etiquette schools, where
many littles learned for good how to be babies.
Peaches still remembered her one week spent at one, when Mommy had needed
to go overseas for travel. She still remembered how teenage Amazons a fraction
of her age yet several times her size had so easily put her into a crib at
night, and had changed her diapers in the morning, increasingly cooing at her
like the baby she felt like.
Yes. What had Peaches been thinking all morning? She was definitely just a
baby, and did not want to go back to one of those places. She stretched out on
her back, and began suckling on her milk bottle, intending to be the best baby
when her friend arrived today. Perhaps they could play ponies and rattle toys,
it was how a baby like her should be spending her days after all.
Viewpoint 2
Angel - formally
Angela - tried to re-find the confident energy she'd had yesterday.
When she'd
planned to escape from her forced baby lifestyle, and get back to things like
non-embarrassing adult underwear, her job selling stocks, and getting to
control her own credit card. It didn't sound so good now, when she thought of
it like that, but she was sure it was better than this. Wasn't it? Yes - of
course! She didn't have to use diapers
in that life.
She'd tried to
convince herself not to surrender to this forced second childhood. To flare up
some of her sense of maturity beyond just the indignant fuming beneath the surface.
Amazon culture was so wrong about what littles were! Of course, their size and
ability to enforce their views made them a reality in the end.
Angela was going
to find that adult part of herself again, she'd told herself. She'd been so
sure of her escape plans. So sure that when she visited her playmate Peaches -
she wasn't even sure if that was her real name - the other girl would be overwhelming
keen to similarly join in.
Yet somehow, her
Mommy had picked today to remind her of what a baby she was. She'd awoken to a
very messy diaper, after Mommy had insisted on the need for a suppository the
night before. It had been bad enough having to get to sleep in it, but waking
up and tossing and turning for a further two hours had only reminded her of how
much she wasn't really an adult now. She'd seen littles like herself back when
she'd been getting by as a sneaky but free adult. In strollers and sucking on
pacifiers with startled looks on her faces. She'd never believed them of having
any chance of getting back to regular adult life, so how could she believe it
for herself? Thrashing in her crib for the morning hours in her messy diaper?
Then Mommy had
given her breakfast before changing her. There was no highchair or bottle for
her this morning though - at least not straight away - instead Mommy had put
her right on the nipple. Angela's mouth had been forced over the gross enormous
nipple, while Mommy's squeezing cupping of her dirty diaper reminded her of how
much of a baby she was. Angela couldn't even bite - a Little's teeth couldn't
pierce a Giant's skin - instead she'd just had to suckle, like the baby which
she was trying to convince herself that she wasn't.
Then during her
highchair feeding, she'd been made to recite her 'favourite' song from her
morning kids cartoons show. It always involved a lot of bouncing and required
forced giggling, and the state of her messy diaper on the hard highchair
surface hadn't been reason to change today.
Full with oats
and prunes, she had played with her pink plastic princess doll in the bath. It
had gone on for quite a while, as Mommy had cleaned every nook and cranny of
her, head to toe. It was hard to feel like an adult after that.
And then, as a
final handicap, her adoptive 'Mommy' hadn't given her pants or a dress today.
Instead she was just in a t-shirt and diaper, which would show everybody when
she 'went to the bathroom'! She'd heard her Mommy saying something on the phone
to Peaches' Mommy, and then they'd been off, nothing more to cover her diaper.
She'd had to
politely greet her host when they'd arrived on the porch, getting a smile and
kiss from Peach's Mommy, as well as a pat on her exposed diapered backside and
a comment about how she was such a good girl.
Peaches, it
turned out, had been wearing a similar outfit, making it even harder to
perceive themselves as anything but two diaper-wearing babies as they sat there
banging their rattles on the floor, while Peaches' Mommy sat looking on and
knitting.
Her hopes of
feeling like an adult again today were feeling incredibly foolish. Instead she
felt more like a baby than ever. Peaches rolled around a bit on her back and
grabbed at her toes, making surrendered giggles and motions.
Angel had refused
to play with her at some point, and then had received the ultimate humiliation
- a spanking from the supervising 'adult'. It was bad enough being spanked by
her own Mommy, but a playmate's parent? While a guest in their home?
It rather sealed
the deal of her new permanent state as a baby for Angel. And the first thing
she did for her quiet lay-down time-out to the side was stop holding back the
galleon of pee which had been building up since that morning. The indignant
adult part of herself retreated back down to a normal level for littles, as she
was reminded of what a baby she was. It had only been a few hours since she'd
spent an entire night in a soiled diaper, and now she was already wet again.
She tried to begin getting comfortable, supposing that this was just what being
a 'good baby girl' - a little in diapers - was like.
Love it! It looks like these two playmates are perfect for each other :)
ReplyDeleteEnjoyed the story, was intresting reading of the two women, of different perspectives, adapting or failing to adapt to their new life.
ReplyDeleteGreat blog you havee
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